do you ever see music the way i do?
i’m just sitting here collecting words for a rainy day.
it’s hard to describe
the way rain drops fall.
lucky for them.
a greater community is calling me these days but do you know
when i was young i would sit in the garden with my parents.
hearing the city sounds and smells over
and over as if
i would never hear them again.
i wanted to hold on.
even then i must have known.
in any case today i can only remember that i love you
the way i did the first time i saw you.
i thought, “may this life be a gift unto me.”
i wanted to see your eyes,
accompanied by Ravel’s “Sonatine,”
just once more before you died.
it’s still not likely.
but i can hope.
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