metonymy4u

for the most part i have been very bitter about much of the trauma i have survived throughout my life. it is a fact that one of my childhood developmental tasks was to figure out how to survive chronic physical, sexual and emotional violence. and the effects that are still threatening to take my life from me even to this day. more recently the thought has occurred to me that i might be able to learn a different relation to this history. that i might be able to feel differently about my life both past and present. indeed i have been very clever about avoiding this path— could we call it the path of wisdom?—because of the emotional pain that i thought it would entail. i have been, at least, clever enough to sense the pain involved and it scared me. i understand now that cleverness does not suffice. that the only way out of hell requires wisdom, the wisdom to accept real, tangible, living pain as a part of existing in a body subject to the causes and conditions of the universe.

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it seems to me that creativity consists both of a feeling of comfort as well as daring to live beyond comfort, even to the point of one’s demise or scorn. to achieve this, we composite ourselves, create a collage on the verge of nonsense, that just scoots itself over the edge into some ventriloquized, “surged up in the world” (pace jp sartre) sense that others (perhaps) can make some sense of. the artist is someone who seeks an impetus of creativity, a chance to escape from some condition in creativity, in a commitment to creating and being created (the artist affects/effects and is affected/effected by her work). and we want the same for the audience.

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dialectical behavior therapy draws upon the classical greek notion that though in discussion there is no Truth, yet a certain sense of freedom may be let loose upon the world

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the word reality comes from a root meaning property. and because unguarded property is lost, as soon as we have our reality, we have our requirement: to defend it and keep it.

and if i learn to believe another way?

if thinking is a sensory experience, what is called love?

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consider the sun. the energy of hydrogen fusion, generated by the compressive forces of gravity, traversing 90 million of miles of vacuumed space to sustain life—our lives. like. wow.

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it seems to me that since 1781 it has been much easier to view human experience as a rorschach rather than a telescope

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